love yourself :)

gosh I’m so pissed off..idk what’s wrong with me lately.About everything is driving me insane.I just wanna finish school and be able to move out.

First of all, I’m broke as fuck.I can start working soon but the wage is ridiciously low.And I’m gonna have to pay for a school trip (450 bucks) and my driving lessons (ca.1300 bucks).

In addition to that, none one my friends can relate to that situation.Their dumb-ass parents pay for every stupid shopping tour,new cell etc.Guess what? My last vacation was a friggin school trip almost 4 years ago!

One top of all that, my cell just broke -.- I’m gonna get a cheap one ‘cause as I already mentioned: I gotta save the little money that I have.

Last but not least: I never go out ‘cause all this trouble made me  bitter and angry and just fucked up.Like why can’t I give a damn and still have my parents support me like crazy ???

What can I tell myself to get over this stuff??

btw this is only a small part of the pile of problems that I call my life.

hope things get better :/